February 4, 2004

There

I told my girlfriend yesterday that I wished we could switch genitals now and then, just for fun. She agreed. Naturally I realize that men can be penetrated, but what I really want is a vagina. In particular I want her vagina and I want her to have my penis.

The other idea would be to really be her, and have her be me. But that’s strange because if I were her, would I be her or would I be me being her?

You see, what I really want is to feel what she feels, but how can I feel that without actually being her? And if I am her, where am I? It doesn’t seem like I’m there anymore.