Haunted House
There are few lies we would tell at the cost of having to later admit them to the person we deceived.
Post-it
I wouldn't have known I knew my father's handwriting, but I recognized it immediately.
Buddy
We were crawling through a ditch on our bellies when there was this sudden flash of light and ka-boo, no robot head.
Disappeared
I'm on the phone with a client when my mother calls to tell me my brother has disappeared.
Inscription
In the kitchen Teresa was making tuna fish sandwiches. She wasn't the same Teresa she had been just a short time earlier. She will never be that Teresa again.
Terrace
My taxonomy of evil will include an adjustment for scale.
Iris
Once, long ago, someone stood on this spot and cemented all these tiny shards in place.
Decision
You can have any woman in the world you want, but you have to decide in the next 60 seconds and the decision is permanent.
Atlas
I must have waved that book for two full minutes before the screech finally stopped.
My Glasses 1
It happens in one of two ways.
Mr. Butternut
One way I’ve changed over the years is that I don’t hesitate to drop stuff that isn't working. Stuff like Charlie L.
Cramps
Some highways have a thing for ramps.
Squid
It’s all about connecting with the audience, even when the audience is a roomful of blackness.
Date
I had no way of knowing what had flown into me.
Bad Witch
I stuck her in the bathroom sink and told her if she tried to get down, I would turn her into a bar of soap and wash my face with her.
C0cksucker
This is a problem I have: I have to do the best job possible or I feel like crap.
The Obvious
“Lying naked with J,” she said, as though joking, which in a sense she was, the joke being that the joke wasn’t a joke.
Fantasy
Looking into your eyes, I watch your idea of me collapse.
Plastic
How many men have rejected her, for how many supposed reasons, while each time she knew the real reason?
Confession
Sometimes I think of writing all the lies in a special “lie” color.
The Plight of the Orange Juice Container
A certain unease began to roll in.
Nothing
In the end I stuffed it at the bottom of my laundry hamper.
Song 15
Wasted day.
Song 7
“A death sentence would give you discipline?”
Song 5
As I shopped, I made a mental list of things babies don’t know.
Song 1
This is how it is these days: the happiest thing makes me sad.
Dirt in a Cup
Matthew scooted over to see. “I think it says cock,” he said.
Heroes
There’s a firehouse on my block. I call it a herohouse.
Gone
While peeing I repeated a little mantra to myself: “Generosity of spirit. Generosity of spirit. Generosity of spirit.”
Song
This is both an observation and a fantasy.
Regrets
Actually the third time may not count as a time because all it was, was sex.
Planet
What world is this?
Ducklings
Last week there were eight searches for “u r an unabashed prick” and five for “fuck you asshole.”
Lines and Arrows
In fact this may be why I kissed her: because I respected her logic.
Note
Went to a party tonight. Got drunk. Danced. Left a note in a woman’s shoe.
Motel
When life is over, you go to the motel.
Pebbles
We had a little routine for after.
Man is a Wolf to Man
“Men are not gentle, friendly creatures wishing for love,” said one Frankfurt based trader.
Cashier
She never says hello, nor smiles, nor does anything to acknowledge my existence as distinct from my groceries.
Recording
My mind skips around. I can’t concentrate on what I’m trying to do.
Helmet
You appear to be screwed either way.
Talk
I haven’t forgotten that tenderness and don’t think I ever can or will.
Journey
The flakes of oatmeal at the top of my oatmeal jar are like the people waiting for a plane at the airport.
Conversation
The naturalness between us is gone. It’s been this way a long time now.
Hum
It’s very spare and low-tech. It’s shot in black and white and appears to be slightly out of focus.
Circuits of Change
Holy fuck, there’s reason for hope.
Doll
The legless doll is indomitable; no amount of abuse can knock it down for good, since abuse is what it was made for.
Beginning
M came by today, against my wishes.
Platform
A woman, a blond in a dark coat, leans against a pole and possibly cries.
Contraption
You say Hi, trying to make the Hi cheerful-sounding, only you know it isn’t cheerful-sounding.
Heartbreak
I set a record today for total amount of time spent with one’s forehead on one’s desk.
Phone
Do you have any idea of what I would do to you if I was there?
Speak
I have become the designated speaker-at-funerals.
Thanksgiving
Don’t lift a two-year-old by the wrists.
Sex
I don’t even remember it except for a few moments I hardly remember.
Pause
The love interest in my dream last night was named Michael Barrish.
Tie-breaker
For a whole week he hasn’t done one goddamn fucking thing.
Drunk
Her voice echoed the way voices echo in restrooms.
Wreckage
Why do I hate you, gentle user of Netscape 4x?
Wheels
I so fucking will.
Instructions In The Event That The Bus I’m On Suddenly Spins Out of Control and Crashes and I Die
I’m not kidding about this. It’s my last request.
Talk
In a world with no thought, I would do it each time and not stop.
Submerged
Bigger than a fishbowl, a room, a house.
Home
One card I burned, the other I ate.
Biggz
whats the web site where yer ex is at, i wanna see those naked pics.
Thing
If you didn’t know better, you may have thought the gesture unconscious.
China Star
We’ve now arrived at the hard part, the part about the condiments and the fork.
Shovel 6
He was persistent in the way that certain men are persistent about such things.
Shovel 3
My grandfather didn’t want me to see the papers.
Shovel 1
I was somewhere near or perhaps at the top of Maxwell Street when a man approached me, I think in a car.
Cabins
Mila asked if I wanted to hold it, and I said no, not wanting to.
Bookmark
Sadly—and this I noticed immediately—she didn’t appear to be aroused.
Accident
I have this idea that I’m going to go blind.
Attachment
15.) I am trying to see if he’s listening.
Dollop
A man in the future remembers a woman he saw as a child, before the outbreak of World War III.
Elsewhere
HELLO, MICHAEL READING THIS IN THE FUTURE.
Mofo
Oblivio is now the #1 search result on Google for the word “motherfucker.” Choosy motherfuckers choose oblivio.
Form
Her forearm is the same as her nose.
Black Top
I have no memory of what I did in that corner.
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Deflection
No matter how many times this happens, I’m always surprised by it—unnerved, even.
Triptych
I had the idea—the dream, really—that she was typing her secret thoughts to me.
Upgrade
I have an idea, sweetie. Why don’t you bring your new girlfriend along and fuck her on the couch?
Uds
Occasionally she stamps her foot, the right one, hard.
Emperor
I am troubled. The troubled Michael Barrish.
#1
When pressed to defend my actions, I invariably resort to the three-point approach, leaning heavily on “minimize the wrong.”
Sign
It was Rachel’s idea to steal the duck sign.
Tape
People stood around the television and watched themselves wishing Paul and Julie a happy marriage, one year earlier.
Nothing But Dots
The moment I learned I’m colorblind felt a little like having my teeth fall out in a dream.
The Third Balloon
It was a nice summer party with music and food and what smelled like a boatload of marijuana.
New York, New York
Both men look beat up and possibly drugged.
Lie
He said that sometimes he and mother want to be close, as close as they can be, so what happens is, he puts his penis inside her vagina.
Missing
Her method was compelling: she spoke as if everything had already been settled.
Manifesto
I want all the shows on television to be about me and my life.
Container
She was surprised by what I did to the trash can, I could see it in her eyes.
Poolhall
I ran into my grandfather in the pool hall on Mott and Houston. I was just passing by and got the urge to play. My grandfather’s been dead over a decade now.
Canoe
The voice is always the same: a kind of a barely controlled rage.
Arms
Then she said, as if in discovery, ‘You have a penis.’ There was no sense denying it.
Death of a Snowperson
I was particularly proud of her breasts, one of which was slightly larger than the other, like with non-snow women.
Why I am Late
I said nothing. My chest felt heavy. I decided to look at the soft drink dispenser.
Doorknob
There’s this moment in the car, before I get out of the car, where we have no choice but to say good night in the car.
Flaming Ball of Fire
Sometimes when I see she’s getting a little discouraged, I remind her that the earth will one day be a flaming ball of fire and that all this will be forgotten. That helps.
Michael’s Burnt Soup
1. Begin with soup.
System
My only chance, if I had one, was a perfect swipe.
Banana Split
At sixteen, in an act of desperation, I took an aptitude test. Soon after taking this test, I dropped out of high school.
Storage Facility
Back in 1999, Jaron Lanier, a leading figure in the history of Virtual Reality, proposed a revolutionary vehicle for archival storage: cockroaches.
Downstairs
The first time it happened, I swore I’d never do that again.
Fun and Games
Together with a friend, take turns naming things you hate and why you hate them.
Excuses
I never intended to read her journal. This is important.
Contents of My Bag
My bag is insanely sexy.
How to Get Nothing Done
Brooding helps. As does obsessing over things beyond your control or ability to influence.
Busted
> Zeldman Presents
> Whitman Presents
Taxonomy
Would you want a) to know the painful truth or b) to live your life in blissful ignorance?
Mouth
He was the same guy who drives like he’s playing a video game, weaving between lanes at ninety miles an hour. How I hate him.
Fortune
My step-grandfather Andy died by running himself over.
This Happiness Business
My heart went out to Gail who had nothing to do but wait while Dean mocked Kate Winslet’s breasts and sold his kitchen to Bev.
Ladder
I cannot be getting a collect call from Michael Barrish because I’m Michael Barrish.
Jolly Ranchers
Cost per execution for drugs used: $86.08.
Freak
The book is musical, its effect on me is like music, like the effect music has.
Dryer
As we were leaving, I noticed that she had disappeared and that her clothes were still spinning in the dryer.
Badge of Courage
Sydney was at kindergarden when the planes hit, just a few blocks from the towers. “That was my worst day of kindergarden ever,” she said (it was her fourth).
Motherfucker
The quasi-pornographic content would be inadvertently beneficial, I told myself, since it would scare away the “bad” clients and attract the “good” clients.
Happiness = 12 + 6
Scientists in Japan, in an attempt to boast flagging morale among assembly-line workers, have used Ekman’s FACS data to create a robot “co-worker.”
Pinocchio’s Erection
Collidi’s story was intended as a morality tale for children, the moral of course being: don’t tell lies or you’ll be kicked out of school and forced to have incredible, life-transforming adventures.
The Black Knight
Dot knew what mortality was, she knew that Al was mortal, but she could not complete the syllogism.
A man signs a shovel and so he digs.
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