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Mantra | Nov 13 2002

I’ve been teaching Eva a mantra to say whenever she thinks of Lars and the fact of his non-reciprocation. She says that it’s helping her deal, which means a lot to me. I want to be the kind of person who’s there for his friends when they need a helping hand.

The mantra goes: Fuck you, you fucking fuck.

I’ve been having her say it with the emphasis on different syllables.

Fuck you, you fucking fuck.

Fuck you, you fucking fuck.

Fuck you, you fucking fuck.

There’s a vaguely German-sounding accent that goes with this which sadly I cannot describe.